Tuesday, February 1, 2011

the new me

so i came across with an article that saying you should keep a journal and you don't have to write everyday just 4 time a week, write all the good stuff and positive site of everything and it will boost up you and you be a better person....and i want to be a better person.

so today i tell you
that i have a good day
the sky is so bright and the day is so lovely
i go for a walk with my cousin and i love today
and i hope that i have a better day and such a lovely day like today
always ^__^

Friday, October 1, 2010

Percaya

Between him and me
there is an issue bout trust
he once say that he lost all of his trust towards me
now that we already get back together
i hope that he being able to trust me again
and i told my cousin
then she said the most brilliant things to me
i have to trust him that he will trust me back
simple right
in order to gain back his trust
i must believe that he will trust me back
and now i want to say this out loud
i know he trust me
as much as i trust you

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

i love Zulkifli Hassan

salam lebaran pada sesiapa yang membaca blog nie
walaupun dah 20 Syawal
but still Syawal kan kan kan

i want you to know that
i love Zulkifli Hassan
and i want to be his wife di dunia dan akhirat, amin
tuh doa saya dari dulu
mudah2an Allah permudahkan jodoh kami.

mudah2an tahun 2011 kami di ijabkabulkan,amin
can't wait that day to come

so how was you Syawal??
mine Great cause i be with the love of my life
Zulkifli Hassan
Anak Hassan b Dagang dan Umi Kalsom bt Anjang

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Al-Fatihah buat Mohd Irman Talib

Semalam 3 Sept 2010
kami kehilangan salah seorang sahabat kami
dia kemalangan masa pulang dari tempat keje
saya kenal dgn dia agak rapat sbb saya kerja utk dia for several project kain
dan sebab dia jugalah saya kenal dgn wife dia
dan kami pun menjadi kawan disebabkan oleh arwah.

kat bilik mayat masa tgk rupa arwah
air mata laju mengalir
aku tgk muka arwah
tapi still rasa tak percaya tuh ada terasa
nampak dia cam tidur aje

wife arwah tanya pada aku
ape saya nak beritahu anak saya awak
kenapa papa dia takde.....
aku terdiam....
aku tak tahu ape yg aku perlu cakap
so i just hold her hand

kematian bagi seorang umat Islam sebenarnya adalah permulaan bagi kehidupan yang baru, kehidupan dimana kita sebagai hamba Allah menjawab semua ape yang kita telah lakukan, kita nie semua pinjaman satu hari nanti kita akan pulang, bagaimana kita pulang dan menghadap Allah itu yang berbeza bagi tiap2 individu.


Abu Hurairah r.a. berkata, Rasulullah S.A.W. telah bersabda : "Apabila telah mati anak Adam itu, maka terhentilah amalnya melainkan tiga macam :
1. Sedekah yang berjalan terus (Sedekah Amal Jariah)
2. Ilmu yang berguna dan diamalkan.
3. Anak yang soleh yang mendoakan baik baginya.


Bila mana kita dihadapkan kematian, kehilangan sahabat atau pun sesiapa aje yang terdekat mesti macam2 terfikirkan, tentang semuanya. aku pun tak terlepas dari itu, so malam tadi aku terfikir pasal wasiat, aku yakin ramai dari kita semua fikir kita akan mati bila kita dah bergelar nenek atau atok, umur mencecah 80thn atau 90 thn ke atas but what if Allah jemput kita awal??? aper persediaan kita?? apa yang bakal kita tinggalkan??so aku bertekat, aku nak simpan duit nak buat wasiat sbb kat amanah raya leh kita buat wasiat dan tinggalkan utk diaorg uruskan. Mudah-mudah2an aku berjaya, amin.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

if....

so i don't know if Zulkifli Hassan going to be my husband or not
but if he is going to be mine then i will sing this song to him
when we were young by Lucy Schwartz
so sweet that song
and i love it
cause part of it more or less like mine story with Zulkifli Hassan
know him where we were young back then ^__^

i wonder any if anyone out there read my story.....anyone???
guess i don't mind cause i felt like am writing on the air and cast my story to the wind
i just like writing things up
cause i tend to forget
so in few years from now i read all this
i hope i still remember how i felt
cause that what happen every time i read my old journal
and somehow i surprise how i could write that way
kind of funny cause sometime as if someone else was writing it
so we life and we learn
ain't that what all of us doing now